id like to thank the academy.

at the tail end of a cold and i honestly couldnt be feeling any better than i am right now. so much positivity surrounds me. i feel strong. healthy. open. ive been taking extra good care of myself. ran eight km yesterday and also ran my fastest five kms during that run. today i had another pb. ran fifteen kms for my first time ever. i am elated. i honestly dont think ive ever felt so accomplished. i know to a lot of other runners that doesnt mean much. but i used to think i could barely do ten km and now a half marathon is not a dream but a possible reality. i feel a sense of confidence in myself that ive never felt before. i even sent a msg to an old girlfriend who has been nonexistant the two months. i extended the olive branch but was not met half way. normally id be totally shattered by this but i am not. i actually feel like i did my best and that is all i can do and im not going to bend over backwards for her friendship anymore. knowing this feels really good. then as if my week couldnt get better, i go to vancouver tomorrow night for a show. get to see friends and have an awesome night. on friday ill be seeking out a leather shop that i have never been to and that has me pretty pumped to and then back home i go. saturday and sunday i am working at a market selling my handcrafted goods with a friend of mine and that too makes me really happy. so great. everything feels so great. i might even buy myself flowers or a present to congratulate myself for the running accomplishment. 

i deserve it right.

insert content sigh here.