c'est la vie

i was hoping to feel special and like i had accomplished something. i was hoping for a bigger deal to be made about it. at least bigger than finishing a book or a piece of pie. i was hoping it didn't just fall to the waist-side because it was only important to me. meh. maybe it's not a big deal and i just thought it was? maybe.

i need

           something
                      
                                      anything
console